多分彼女にことわりましたね。
ただ一度に会ったの事もう無かった。
心を込めって誘ってですが、直ぐ、断ってしまった。
若しかして運はありませんですね。
私は絶対に頑張ってね。。。。なって。。。。
日曜日, 11月 22, 2009
Long Return
Wow, it been a while since my last post...What, it nearly one year ago, time is passing so fast, unbelievable.......
Changing from a campus life to working is the terrible thing in my life. I do enjoy my collage life, but human being will never satisfied what they had.......called instinct.Lets make a summary of what I'd done during this pass year.
My study end at May 2009. I went to Pulau Pangkor for our graduation trip. (because everyone was having financial crisis, as for me, I just came back from Australia last December). Is was a simple and nice trip, 3D2N, not so bad.......
Then start to hunt for job......Before that I was so naive, keep telling every company that I'm a JPA scholar, then end up with no news from them after the first interview. And the only one company that accept me with a JPA scholar, was Mewah Oils Sdn Bhd, an edible oil refining industry. It is a huge company, Singaporean based. A lot of politic happened inside, just like current MCA situation, or maybe they are better then MCA. And no clear hierarchy system, the CEO can call me early in the morning, 5.30am, bloody hell, I'm having a sweet dream in my lovely bed. Not too long, after 2 month, I resigned, hunt for new job, again jobless.......
That time was Hari Raya, so I told a week of "vacation" by just sleep, ate, play, sleep, ate, and play at my home, being home was so nice.......Then start searching new job, this time being smart already, say nothing about JPA, I managed to arrange 5 interview straight in a week, 2 in Klang Valley,2 at JB, and 1 at Singapore. Out of the blue, I being accepted by all the companies that being interviewed. Wow....headache again, how to choose ?I just merely took the highest offered and see how, so I end up at Puchong............tbc
土曜日, 12月 13, 2008
日本からの友人
日本語を勉強するの事はもう三年間になった。何時でも日本語を書いたり、読んだりだけしました。日本語で話すの事は未だありません。ずっと最近、日本からの高校生は日本語で話します。やっぱり無理か、と思って。。。
高校生達は日本鹿児島県鹿児島市小野町の武岡台高校からです。私はG2-4のチームに当たれた。私のチームは女性５人あります。何か幸せと思って。彼等は絵梨ちゃん、萌美ちゃん、千明ちゃん、奈々ちゃん、えと、知紘ちゃんです。大学で弓道とか剣道とかのパフォーマンスである。次は、高校生達はダンスをしてます。後ね、みんな一緒にJBのスパーに出発です。
弓道のパフォーマンス
剣道のパフォーマンス
高校生達のダンス
皆ちつ。。。ほら、知紘ちゃんは何処にいたんだ
高校生達は日本鹿児島県鹿児島市小野町の武岡台高校からです。私はG2-4のチームに当たれた。私のチームは女性５人あります。何か幸せと思って。彼等は絵梨ちゃん、萌美ちゃん、千明ちゃん、奈々ちゃん、えと、知紘ちゃんです。大学で弓道とか剣道とかのパフォーマンスである。次は、高校生達はダンスをしてます。後ね、みんな一緒にJBのスパーに出発です。
弓道のパフォーマンス
剣道のパフォーマンス
高校生達のダンス着いた後で、我達は一緒にゆっくり歩いて、「jalan-jalan」って、スパーに楽しく行きます。先ずは、お菓子の店にいっぱいお菓子を買った。後ね、化粧品ばかりに行って、ちょっと詰まらないと思った。でも、皆の楽しく、喜ぶ、可愛い顔を見たら、詰まらないの感じは即時に消えました。
McDonaldファーストフードに立ち寄っての時、アイスクリームサンデーの値段を見たら、皆は吃驚にさせました。「ただ RM4.10ですか」「日本は RM10ぐらいね」「食べたい、食べたい」「安過ぎ、安過ぎ、安過ぎ！」って。一つ、税金に込めば、RM4.30です。五つに買った、一緒に食べました。すぐに、買い物を続けた。
予定は、七時半に必ず御飯を食べました、買い物をした、バスに帰っていた。しかし、七時十五分に、晩御飯の事を未だやりません。しょうがないなあ、ファーストフードに晩御飯を買って持ち去った。買うの時は、皆楽しいかった。日本語で話すは、マレー系は全然分かりません。でも、皆は頑張ります。手真似と少しの英語で買いたい物を知らせました。絵梨ちゃんたちは、食べ物を買った時、笑ってまま、私に「タンさん早く、タンさん早く」って、ちょっと遊戯的ね。
McDonaldファーストフードに立ち寄っての時、アイスクリームサンデーの値段を見たら、皆は吃驚にさせました。「ただ RM4.10ですか」「日本は RM10ぐらいね」「食べたい、食べたい」「安過ぎ、安過ぎ、安過ぎ！」って。一つ、税金に込めば、RM4.30です。五つに買った、一緒に食べました。すぐに、買い物を続けた。
予定は、七時半に必ず御飯を食べました、買い物をした、バスに帰っていた。しかし、七時十五分に、晩御飯の事を未だやりません。しょうがないなあ、ファーストフードに晩御飯を買って持ち去った。買うの時は、皆楽しいかった。日本語で話すは、マレー系は全然分かりません。でも、皆は頑張ります。手真似と少しの英語で買いたい物を知らせました。絵梨ちゃんたちは、食べ物を買った時、笑ってまま、私に「タンさん早く、タンさん早く」って、ちょっと遊戯的ね。
皆ちつ。。。ほら、知紘ちゃんは何処にいたんだ皆であった、本当に楽しいかった。ただ数時間でも、何か深いの繋がりを感じた。もし、日本に行くの事あったら、からり鹿児島に行く。あの時は、私の事は絶対忘れないよ。
火曜日, 11月 11, 2008
将軍(Shogun)
Yesterday we decided to go for a break after final exam(actually not yet finish). At planning stage, there are about 3 cars of peoples will go. But due to some "money saver", some "mummy son", some "less socialize", some having entrepreneur exam, resulting only 5 guys going.
Eat sushi buffet at Shogun, wah yummy. A picture is worth thousand words, so....
me and a mak with sashimi
Sashimi - いろいろな刺身あるんだ
Tempura - 美味しいそうな天婦羅よ
Pet Pet "yeah, i can eat tempura,hehe...."
Salad - サラッド
me, mak, pet, KC and Loi
Desert: Green Tea ice-cream with vanilla
Eat sushi buffet at Shogun, wah yummy. A picture is worth thousand words, so....
me and a mak with sashimi
Sashimi - いろいろな刺身あるんだ
Tempura - 美味しいそうな天婦羅よ
Pet Pet "yeah, i can eat tempura,hehe...."
Salad - サラッド
me, mak, pet, KC and Loi
Desert: Green Tea ice-cream with vanillaNo too bad, only RM30++ for that buffet. But have to walk a lot, not conveyor moving around like 寿司金 or 栄え寿司.
金曜日, 10月 10, 2008
Terrible Machining Lab's Technicians
My final year project was dealing with experimental study. so, lot of parts needed to be fabricated by my own especially machining process. A month before, i had finish my machining process at machining lab, I was happy because i no need to deal with those Bastards again.
But unfortunately, i need to put thermocouple (a temperature measuring instrument) into my specimen, so i need to drill some small holes at various points, diameter of the holes is 1.0mm. So, this morning before EE class, i go to ask those technicians. I talk with Mr.R then with Mr.L, both are technicians.
me: Good morning, would Mr help me that can i drill a 1.0mm holes on my specimen.
Mr.R: (no looking at me) can gua, but i din have small drill bit, go to find Mr.L.
Mr.R point to the Mr.L direction, then a walk approach Mr.L.
me: good morning Mr, can i have drill bit with 1.0mm.
Mr.L: (point to a big tool box) find ourselves, at the toolbox. (at the mean time he is playing computer game).
After finding for 5 minites, he came.
Mr.L: finding so long also can't get, let me find it.
so i just step a side, then he find a while, then go to another locker, then got it.
Mr.L: See, i got already, why u take so long to find it, but make sure you give back after used it.
me: ok, thanks Mr.L. (u bastard call me to find here, u got it from other place)
After that i walk to milling machine, Mr.R is there. He told me to drill carefully, this kind of drill will break easily, then he show me for the first hole. But on half way, the drill bit was break into half. then Mr.R argued that 1.0mm was too small, so he get another another one from his toolbox, 1.5mm drill bit. ( he got drill bits, why he call me to borrow from Mr.L at the first place, shit). 1.5mm was not too bad, all holes can be performed. when it was done, I approach Mr.L to say sorry for the bit.
me: Mr.L, sorry that i break your bit, i can pay for it. (although is not my fault)
Mr.L: See, i told u already, drill carefully, now break already.
me: just now is Mr.R drilled for me.
Mr.L: But you have to replaced a new one, i don't want money, i need a new drill bit.
me: ok, may i ask where can i get the drill bit?
Mr.L: what year are you now, go find yourselves at Taman U lah.
me: ok, i'll give back to Mr this afternoon.
Mr.L: you have to know, the drill bit is not for me, is for other students convenient to used it next time, we only got one of this 1.0mm drill bit only.
me: ok, i understand (stop bullshiting me with those excuse)
Then i go to Taman U hardware shop to buy the drill for RM 2.00, i feel very disappointed with the machining lab's technicians. Is not the problem of money or replacement of drill bit, is their attitude problems. They treat student as a piece of shit, no value, no status, no image, nothing. Students are the clients of university, not university is the client of students. That why Malaysia university still cant compete with others university. Towards World Class University at 2010, I don't think so...........
But unfortunately, i need to put thermocouple (a temperature measuring instrument) into my specimen, so i need to drill some small holes at various points, diameter of the holes is 1.0mm. So, this morning before EE class, i go to ask those technicians. I talk with Mr.R then with Mr.L, both are technicians.
me: Good morning, would Mr help me that can i drill a 1.0mm holes on my specimen.
Mr.R: (no looking at me) can gua, but i din have small drill bit, go to find Mr.L.
Mr.R point to the Mr.L direction, then a walk approach Mr.L.
me: good morning Mr, can i have drill bit with 1.0mm.
Mr.L: (point to a big tool box) find ourselves, at the toolbox. (at the mean time he is playing computer game).
After finding for 5 minites, he came.
Mr.L: finding so long also can't get, let me find it.
so i just step a side, then he find a while, then go to another locker, then got it.
Mr.L: See, i got already, why u take so long to find it, but make sure you give back after used it.
me: ok, thanks Mr.L. (u bastard call me to find here, u got it from other place)
After that i walk to milling machine, Mr.R is there. He told me to drill carefully, this kind of drill will break easily, then he show me for the first hole. But on half way, the drill bit was break into half. then Mr.R argued that 1.0mm was too small, so he get another another one from his toolbox, 1.5mm drill bit. ( he got drill bits, why he call me to borrow from Mr.L at the first place, shit). 1.5mm was not too bad, all holes can be performed. when it was done, I approach Mr.L to say sorry for the bit.
me: Mr.L, sorry that i break your bit, i can pay for it. (although is not my fault)
Mr.L: See, i told u already, drill carefully, now break already.
me: just now is Mr.R drilled for me.
Mr.L: But you have to replaced a new one, i don't want money, i need a new drill bit.
me: ok, may i ask where can i get the drill bit?
Mr.L: what year are you now, go find yourselves at Taman U lah.
me: ok, i'll give back to Mr this afternoon.
Mr.L: you have to know, the drill bit is not for me, is for other students convenient to used it next time, we only got one of this 1.0mm drill bit only.
me: ok, i understand (stop bullshiting me with those excuse)
Then i go to Taman U hardware shop to buy the drill for RM 2.00, i feel very disappointed with the machining lab's technicians. Is not the problem of money or replacement of drill bit, is their attitude problems. They treat student as a piece of shit, no value, no status, no image, nothing. Students are the clients of university, not university is the client of students. That why Malaysia university still cant compete with others university. Towards World Class University at 2010, I don't think so...........
木曜日, 10月 02, 2008
Hari Raya Puasa
Malaysia citizen were divided into Malay, Chinese, Indian, Iban, and bla bla bla..... Why we don't called ourselves Malaysian. When asked, we address ourselves as Chinese, not Malaysian. An issue that had strong relation with IR, International Relations, long story......
Hari Raya Puasa was celebrated on 1st Syawal, 1429 which equivalent to 1st October, 2008, by Malay, not Malaysian, at least not for us. I'm was spending this event at Collage 17, block XC2. haha, sound funny izit. At the particular day, my friend, PP(Pet Pet), done something that was very very unexpected, or maybe he only did it during the absent of his gal.
We, me and Mr. Dou Yao Qun, a drug addict, also my ex-room-mate, lets called him DA, together with PP went to Taman U for lunch. On the way of going back, this DA challenge PP that why don't we go into gals' collages since there were not gals on the way. The driver, PP, took the challenge and drive us into gals collage compound, which were restricted area for guys, maybe, something like that. Firstly we went to KTF, K12 then followed by K13. Most of gals were back for holiday. Only few of them stay at Collage. Not much finding.
What a pity, is this called campus life? students nowadays never enjoy their campus life. If the holiday is more then 3 days, most of then will going back to hometown. haiz...Only 4 years at university also don't know how to appreciate campus life.
Hari Raya Puasa was celebrated on 1st Syawal, 1429 which equivalent to 1st October, 2008, by Malay, not Malaysian, at least not for us. I'm was spending this event at Collage 17, block XC2. haha, sound funny izit. At the particular day, my friend, PP(Pet Pet), done something that was very very unexpected, or maybe he only did it during the absent of his gal.
We, me and Mr. Dou Yao Qun, a drug addict, also my ex-room-mate, lets called him DA, together with PP went to Taman U for lunch. On the way of going back, this DA challenge PP that why don't we go into gals' collages since there were not gals on the way. The driver, PP, took the challenge and drive us into gals collage compound, which were restricted area for guys, maybe, something like that. Firstly we went to KTF, K12 then followed by K13. Most of gals were back for holiday. Only few of them stay at Collage. Not much finding.
What a pity, is this called campus life? students nowadays never enjoy their campus life. If the holiday is more then 3 days, most of then will going back to hometown. haiz...Only 4 years at university also don't know how to appreciate campus life.
土曜日, 9月 27, 2008
A Boring Day
When deal with a lots of assignments, projects, I want to be rested. But when thing can be just threw away for couples of day, it become extremely BORING. Deep in my heart, immerse some kind of feeling that very hard to descript it. Strange is it...
Noon time I had my Japanese lecture, it was boring. Today talk about glass. Jesus, glass, also can be talked for 2 hours.
After that, I was planning to do my FYP for the rest of the afternoon. But, planning and actual situation was difference. I ended up with a movie called "The Andromeda Strain". A long movie, 3 hours, but was nice to watch.
My friends, most of them, were going back hometown, celebrating Hari Raya Puasa, maybe. So I called this fellow, Mak to joint my dinner. At the corner of strait, we meet, but with similar T-shirt, shit......felt like gay. 2 same T-shirt guys were having dinner at a table. Again, BORING......
Night time, normally brighten room across my place was gone. There was dark and quite. Suddenly I felt lonely.....I'm gonna take my holiday at my bro house, not at hostel. I'm gonna left this shit place, like a dead town, for this very moment only...........
Noon time I had my Japanese lecture, it was boring. Today talk about glass. Jesus, glass, also can be talked for 2 hours.
After that, I was planning to do my FYP for the rest of the afternoon. But, planning and actual situation was difference. I ended up with a movie called "The Andromeda Strain". A long movie, 3 hours, but was nice to watch.
My friends, most of them, were going back hometown, celebrating Hari Raya Puasa, maybe. So I called this fellow, Mak to joint my dinner. At the corner of strait, we meet, but with similar T-shirt, shit......felt like gay. 2 same T-shirt guys were having dinner at a table. Again, BORING......
Night time, normally brighten room across my place was gone. There was dark and quite. Suddenly I felt lonely.....I'm gonna take my holiday at my bro house, not at hostel. I'm gonna left this shit place, like a dead town, for this very moment only...........
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