A Great Turning Point......

It been couples of weeks, since my newly awarded job, which was totally out of my expectation. A major diverse of my career path, from mechanical engineering with wrench and oily machine, to administration work of tie and blazer...

As I'm a JPA scholar, which makes me no choice but to accept the PTD position at government sector. PTD stand for "administrator and diplomat officer". Being called to report duty at the 5th day of Chinese New Year, which make my mood out of hell.......

I went there without knowing which ministry I'm working for.......The first day JPA through me to PMD, "Prime minister department", then hanging there for couples of days, then being kicked again to MACC......That's not cool, indeed, still gotta go......and hanging in MACC library for another couples of days, and finally being posted at financial department...........

If viewed from another angle, that's nothing wrong to join government as it servant. We are Malaysia, indeed, we should be proud of it, which normally people don't, especially different colour of skin......

People over there are not as bad as I thought, in my previewed mind setting "default". They are quite nice and friendly, my immediate boss was so care about me, which is good as I'm still newbie and noob there........In term of security, It is more secured then ever imagine, with bla bla bla..........

And Christian, for the first time, I'm being so close with it.........

Career Obsessed

Last night I was having dinner with Mr. Caesar Ramiraz, at Victoria Station, USJ. He ordered a medium well T-bone and I'm had a medium sizzling steak. We had some talking about Dr. Cheo, which I'm impressed him so much, that I haven't notice it until yesterday night. There is a great opportunity that awaiting for me at any time. Money will not be the issue in the case of me.

Well, I'm doing well now with my current satisfaction. I really do not want to change the nature. So Mr. Caesar task was unable to accomplished. But we do talked a lot, out of the business stuffs, the family and the old friends.

I'm reached home about 9.30pm, my cell rang, from my brother, brought a news which I never want to be heard. A whole bunch of letters from JPA, It really disturbing my mood until today.

I'm going to take my current project into a Master thesis at UKM, a such great opportunity, which I do not want to destroy it, Holly mother of Christ, how should I do, why those letters are coming at this timing...................

Bad Dream...

Early Sunday morning, I'm wake up at 6.15am, not by alarm clock, but awake by bad dream, scare me out of hell......

Humanity are lost in the world, human eat almost every stuff in the world, an additional stuff from my imagination was baby, 1 or 2 days baby being steam and ate. Yark!!! It available in all kind of restaurants, and women give birth only for business purpose...Hey, what's wrong with my head, maybe my neuron is overwork.....

Feel headache after wake up.......